Dear Billiah,
2019 will overpower you.You will have to face a lot of shitty things.Things that will make you feel worthless and broken.You will have to pick up the broken pieces and rebuild yourself.It will take time.You will make more mistakes and hate yourself even more.Then you will have to start again.You will get stronger and eventually things will start making sense.
Friends will use you for their selfish gains and sadly you will be too naive to know until they get away with it.You will meet people who will manipulate you.You will sacrifice the things that you hold dear just for them to leave you in the dust.You will cry over it but at least you will learn that nothing is permanent.
You will have to carry the burden of your family in silence because like every other day,you cannot change the situation.You will cry bitterly,but again,you will stop as it always is the case.
Billiah,you are not totally condemned.Do not feel like bad things happen to you all the time.You will meet love and you shall flourish in it’s goodness.You will explore the different dimensions of it until you meet an edge that will crush you.Remind me to tell you what that actually meant for you.
Then you will move to a new town and you will get to meet new people.It will feel like a new beginning but then again you will not be prepared for what will happen.It will come with a lot of life lessons.You will fall sick a lot and at some point you will feel like you are going to die but you are normally too paranoid and this will be one of those days.
You will read good books and feel empowered and like air, you will start to rise again
Sincerely,You.
TRIPPPLE B 